
We
will not waver; we will not tire; we will not falter; and
we will not fail. Peace and freedom will prevail.
-- George W. Bush, 2001--
Making
this page is the hardest thing that I ever thought I would
have to do, but now I have the courage in me to do it after
months of hurt and pain from this tradegy. I live in NY have
always lived in NY all of my life born and raised here. I
never thought that my beautiful city, my home, my own family
would be attacked by terrorists. Life in New York is not the
same and never will be. On September 11th, early in the morning
I was on the net. I was voting for my friends because at the
time I was in a web competition called The Fantasy Fights.
As soon as I finished voting, I turned on my ICQ, and my friend
Theresa was sending me messages. The first thing she asked
me, was "Are you okay?, I said yes of course I am okay,
you sound so nervous? What is happening, I said." She
said, turn on your television, NYC is being attacked!. They
are bombing the World Trade Center!"
At
that very moment, I did not know what to feel, I ran to the
television and turned it on and there were the towers in smoke..I
ran to the phone and called work, because I was not due to
go in until 12:30pm that afternoon and it was only 8:45am,
everyone was crying, my boss, my friends, they closed the
clinic. I then started to call my family and all of friends
and everyone was in tears, nervous. I started to cry as I
watched the television, when I contacted my immediate family
members and heard their voices, I just thanked the Lord that
they were alive and well. Most of my family members work in
Manhattan, along with several of my friends. It didn't dawn
on me, at the moment that my cousin Wanda was dying. She worked
in the towers.
Later
that evening, my mom called me and told me that they couldn't
find Wanda. That Wanda was missing. My heart sank. And I just
prayed that she was just hurt and that she got out. And that
they would find her. Her husband is a fire fighter. He had
to work ground zero, and everyday he looked for her through
the rubble. She was only thirty years old. After weeks of
searching my family realized that she was gone, and we had
a funeral for her. Before Christmas Wanda was found. They
found a piece of her body which identified her. The day before
this tragedy, it was her second wedding anniversary with her
husband. That was her last goodbye to the love of her life.
I know that she is safe now and she is with God.
The
memories that I have of my cousin Wanda are wonderful. She
was funny, intelligent, beautiful. She had so much going for
her. She was full of love. I remember playing in Puerto Rico
at her house when I was just seven years old. I was visiting
for the summer. I loved going there, we had so much fun. When
I did my communion that year, my mom took a beautiful picture
of us at the church. We look so much alike, that my family
reminds me every time they see me, since this horrible event
has taken place, especially my aunt who lives downstairs in
my mother's house.And one thing that we did have very much
in common is that we love coffee. It's a tradition in my family.
I
know that terrorism will never come to an end. And for me
to hate, or turn racist against Arabic people is wrong, and
it is not my intention to ever do that. But what I can do
is let the world know that hating is wrong, and freedom is
right. Innocent people have been killed, children have lost
their parents, families like mine are suffering because of
this. This has to stop. It has to come to an end. I served
in The United States Navy for eight years, I enlisted in 1992
during The Persian Gulf War And I know that America will always
prevail. And our President and the founders of this country
will make sure that we do. I have faith in God and in America.
Wanda
and I the day of my communion. I was seven years old, Wanda
was 9 years old.

We
Must Never Forget take a moment to vividly remember.
Warning:
The following are very graphical accounts of this day, this
includes pictures and movie footage. I ask that you enter
it with an open heart and mind if you choose to do so, I know
it is very hard and difficult to remember or to see this event
come alive again, however if it is forgotten then history
will surely repeat itself.
"If
Tomorrow Never Comes"
If
I knew it would be the last time
that
I'd see you fall asleep,
I
would tuck you in more tightly
and
pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If
I knew it would be the last time
that
I see you walk out the door,
I
would give you a hug and kiss
and
call you back for one more.
If
I knew it would be the last time
I'd
hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I
would video tape each action and word,
so
I could play them back day after day.
If
I knew it would be the last time,
I
would spare an extra minute or two
to
stop and say "I love you,"
instead
of assuming you would know I do.
If
I knew it would be the last time
I
would be there to share your day,
Well
I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so
I can let just this one slip away.
For
surely there's always tomorrow
to
make up for an oversight,
and
we always get a second chance
to
make everything right.
There
will always be another day
to
say our "I love you's,"
and
certainly there's another chance
to
say our "Anything I can do's?"
But
just in case I might be wrong,
and
today is all I get,
I'd
like to say how much I love you
and
I hope we never forget,
tomorrow
is not promised to anyone,
young
or old alike.
And
today may be the last chance you get
to
hold your loved one tight.
So
if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why
not do it today?
For
if tomorrow never comes,
you'll
surely regret the day
that
you didn't take that extra time
for
a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
and
you were too busy to grant someone,
what
turned out to be their one last wish.
So
hold your loved ones close today,
whisper
in their ear,
tell
them how much you love them
and
that you'll always hold them dear.
Take
time to say "I'm sorry,"
"please
forgive me," "thank you," or "it's okay."
And
if tomorrow never comes,
you'll
have no regrets about today
~
Norma Bkurnett ~


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